Day 6 of 30 Day Challenges
The blog series in which I am completing my challenge from 30dayblogchallenge.com!
As well as a self-made challenge inspired by Abraham Hicks in which I self-soothe myself through negative emotion.
At the end of this 30 day journey I intend to be more fully on my life’s path, “all systems go.”
Yep
The 30 Day Blog Challenge seems to be on permanent hold.
So I continue Self-Soothing for Day 6. And still writing.
What happened today. Well, work was slow. Very slow. But it did give me time to take care of a couple things. Renewed my license. And tried another go at the touch-up paint.
What a difference a day makes.
Feeling fresh and calm and in alignment with the knowing that I could improve the look of the key mark on my car, I went to work with the paint pen. The paint was actually coming out! And filling the crack!
Well, most of the way. I am starting to think the cold might be affecting the process, for the longer I went at it the harder it got, just like yesterday. So I am accepting it as the process it is, slow and steady. I will work at it as I am called to it and I won’t let myself get caught up in the need to have it finished.
I release the need to have everything finished right now.
That kind of attitude goes a long way for a lot of things, probably most things in life. I mean, don’t you agree? Even the supposed small things in life can take days to resolve, for one reason or the other.
- A hold-up on a purchase because you need to return it and reorder the right size, while also shipping back the original.
- A paint job that takes coat after coat and some learning along the way in maximizing your painting effort.
- An IT holdup that is delaying the progress on a project.
Or big things can take weeks, months, or years:
- Planning and hoping for a career change or new business venture or new sources of income.
- Preparing for a move, seeking new residence and working towards getting everything lined up in time.
- Don’t get me started on legal matters. I am sure if you have had any experience here you will know just what I mean.
These kinds of slow processes, among a million others, can bog us down if we let them.
I know I am exaggerating, but sometimes it feels like s million. As if there are always loose ends in life
Actually that seems to be how it is most of the time. Constantly working on loose ends, trying to develop the next new little threads of expansion into some new product of creation..
Continue creating and continue tying up loose ends
I don’t feel like I have as much to write about today, and I am tired. I’ve been keeping myself up late writing. Which is good. It’s fun. It’s the best time I have found to do so lately. But I need to pull back and write earlier I think. And get more sleep.
But I Have More To Write
Another song’s vocal part edited down. Two days, two songs. Nice. This was the song about love. Remember that discussion from yesterday?
Also, I found some inspiration today. A blue heron. I love watching animals, especially when they seem magical and rare. I mean, squirrels and crows and the like are common around here. Hell, I even see turkey vultures almost daily.
But animals like chipmunks and hawks and foxes and herons are seen more rarely. Magical moments. Something about seeing a blue heron standing still on one leg, wind rustling his feathers is so unique. There is an air of grace and elegance about it.
So it inspired me. Reminded me of a race of sentient bird people in my fantasy world. Watchers of the world. Birds of all types. But something about herons makes me want to place them in positions of leadership and power in that world.
So the blue heron brought me to that magical place and fueled my mind with visions and stories. Reminded my again how endless and abundant my creative mind, thanks to God, really is. Infinite words and infinite worlds and infinite stories.
So why shouldn’t I get infinitely provided for? I mean money! Millions, infinite millions.
Yea, I am working on my financial abundance energy. You can scoff at it if you wish, if you don’t buy into that sort of stuff. And you can stay happily broke or happy “just getting by.” Me, I have always wanted to live with financial freedom, to eat out and to travel the world, and to help the world, too.
I’m certainly not going for lavish just for the sake of showiness, by any means. But I do wish to enjoy all the riches life has to offer.
And why shouldn’t I? Why should’t anyone? Why do people get scolded for wanting wealth and abundance and prosperity?
People don’t get scolded for being healthy. And you can’t be sick enough to make others healthy. Likewise you can’t be broke enough to help others prosper.
It is our divine right to enjoy wealth and abundance. God has given it us us. It’s up to us to allow into our lives.
Millions of words. Millions of ideas. Millions of stories. Millions of dollars.
Why not?
OK, time to sleep. Dreams of abundance. Dreams of wealth. Dreams of magic.
Blessings to you all.
Matthew