The Mountain in the Clouds, Part 39

This entry is part 39 of 49 in the series The Mountain in the Clouds

Those in the tent began to stir and mutter amongst themselves, not sure what to think. A buzz of doubt flooded through the air, and even I began to wonder if I was totally amiss. Yet I remembered what I had said, or rather been guided to say. And there was no real denying in my own mind the potency of it, nor the information I was privy to that would not otherwise have been mine to have.

To-Do List of Fear

When you confirm fear, you shake hands with it and you give fear power. You tell fear, yes, you may be here and continue to be what you are. You may continue to run the show, to call the shots, to create things in my life that are in fear, or are fearful. I will continue to look at you and live a life in fear, choosing from my daily “To-Do List of Fear.”

Depression, With or Without God?

In my mid teens I lost God. And in my mid teens I grew steadily into worse and worse depression. This mood disorder actually became my God, in a way, you could say. Because it became my obsession. It ruled my life. I began to think of myself as broken. “I am the one with depression,” I would tell myself every day.